Why, why, why did I waste so much time? And now I am cramming for exams, yet again. I will never learn my lesson will I? How did I go from being a model student in high school, to be being (not even) average upon entering university? I've become so lazy and unmotivated, this just isn't me at all...
On another note, I miss my boyfriend. He is at a retreat for the weekend, up north somewhere about 2.5 hours away. Normally, this should mean nothing, I've gone days without talking to him before, but it always feels different simply because there is a PHYSICAL distance between us. Maybe that doesn't make sense. But it's like, I went from seeing him every day in high school, to seeing him once a week or two in university, and even if we don't get to talk a lot during that time apart it doesn't phase me much because he is just a 20 minute subway ride away. But when he is physically gone, somewhere out of town (ugh, out of the country/continent for 2 weeks like last summer...), I suddenly feel really small and lonely.
Oh yeah! And the Commerce Formal was a good time. Sean and I had a bit of a fight in the beginning, but we worked it out - it was really stupid - and the evening went well from then on. Here's a funny picture from that night, it looks like Sean has Asian eyes LOL.. oh, and he needs a haircut. But he's a dweeb, and I love him anyway!
I just want the school year to be over already!!!!
These next two days are gonna be full of cramming :(
xo, Ines
The studying is not going as well as I hoped it would. Why am I so slow to read? And grasp content? Why is my attention span so ..non-existent? I really want to do well this semester, and I can but I get so lazy! I'm going to shower and then head to the library :(

Oh man, that must be tough! but I have a lot of respect for you =) It makes me want... read more
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